transition
Hello my amazing, incredible babes. I feel like its been a while since I’ve sat down with a cup of tea, the sun shining just right, a cool breeze and my thoughts. As of lately I feel like there has been so many changes and transitions in my life that I kind of got caught up in it all. It felt like I was a little bird, in a big, hugeeee storm…wings wet, trying to find my way home.
So where do I begin? Lets start with ‘finding my way home’.
As some of you may know, if you follow me on snapchat or instagram, I recently moved into my new apartment. Change is always so so good for your mind and for me, creating a space that I feel cozy and serene in is my main goal. Now I said “is” because of the fact that my apartment is half way full (always half full, never empty guys..live by that moto.) Being that I have been feeling like I’ve been juggling ten different plates in my hands and a million different thoughts in my head, I haven’t had the time to really zero in on decorating my apartment. On the bright side, once I do make the purchases, I know I will be extremely happy! “Moving is always stressful, you’ll be fine” people say. But for me, moving is a really big deal. I tend to get a bit sentimental about the places I spend my time in but on the other hand, I’m also the type of person who lives with the “whats next” notion.
As many of you know, another way I love to express myself is through fashion. Being able to experiment with that as I begin to grow into myself is something I’ve been truly excited about. I’ve been dreaming of Fall this summer. Wearing a lot of neutral tones and keeping it simple, classic, minimalistic. For me everything right now is just moving, evolving, and growing… I’m so glad I have you guys to share it with.
Which leads me into my next topic. M U S I C. YAS!!!
For the longest, I’ve been hinting.. time after time.. about my MUSIC. And honestly guys, I’ve never been as excited and happy with what I have been working on, than now. The songs that I’ve been creating are really starting to mesh together and make this vision for the first release. It feels so incredible to feel a tiny bit confident about my music because you guys know how much of a perfectionist I am. But in the crazy storm, I’ve found patience and the art of letting go.
The phrase, “The art of letting go” has always been one to fascinate me. Like, why is it an art? How does letting go and art mesh? Well it took me 22 years to figure out but I think I have it. It’s an art because sometimes, somethings just don’t make sense. Like most art forms, it starts with almost an abstract idea which then blossoms into something beautiful or not— which in hand still makes it beautifully ugly somehow. Are you still following me? Letting go of something, good or bad, could be a positive or a negative which then still has beauty in both aspects. Beautiful because you had it, beautiful because you let it go.
Im going to leave you guys with this quote and once you hear what I’ve been working on, maybe you’ll understand why this quote means so much to me.
“One day I hope you have the experience of doing something you don’t understand for someone you love.”
