It’s storming outside, such good writing weather. Such good weather to get lost in your own thoughts.
What is it about stormy weather that makes me drift into dreamland? Is it the moody sky… is it the sound of the swaying palm trees? I’m currently sitting criss cross, on the floor, looking out huge double door windows. There are usually twenty sum birds resting to the left, perched on top of the taller building.. But today it seems like all of them are flying around. Making swirls and circles. Chasing each other, letting the wind carry them. How free that must be to be able to fly to the tops of the world and watch the sunset and rise from the highest peaks. To play in the wind of the storm.
It seems like lately my mind has been drifting into a darker place. From what you can see clearly from the all black outfits I’ve been sporting. By darker, in no means does that mean, negatively. Getting in touch with your inner self takes time. It’s so funny to me when I say that to my friends, who are having boy problems, life problems or are venting… but its true, and its funny. The person you’ve known the longest.. even longer than your own parents is yourself and somehow, some of us tend to lack that inner connection.
Down Fall.
Back to the dark side. Lately I’ve felt a shift in where my mind wonders to. I’m more curious about things that never had my attention before. Which leads me to this. February 12th is going to be my Twenty-seconded birthday. I guess, for so long I’ve held onto a child-like play in me that I’ve always had since I was young. But now, something else wants to come out. Through out the time that I’ve been working on my music, I don’t think it has ever gotten as personal as it is now. Embracing a darker, more sensual side of me. Talking about being comfortable in your own skin. Feeling sexy and empowered as a young woman. I want to be able to connect to you on that level too and I hope you can hear it in my music.
When it finally drops, I hope it wraps you in silk and diamond. I hope you feel like a bad ass, I hope you know you’re beautiful.
